Ok, so i got my timetable.
Some teachers are ok, some teachers are UGH.
Guide Of Teachers For Year 11:
Geography: Miss Willats (Omg! love her! she's actually amazing!! no jokes! She brought me up from a F grade to a C grade in one half term!! so glad i have her again)
Science: LB (New Teacher do not have a CLUE who he/she is 
I'll give you an update of how he/she is.)
Maths: Mr Cason (Brilliant Teacher. Just dont like him. He's scary lol which i guess is a bit pathetic. i had to go out and a buy a scientific calculator! grrr.)
English: Ms Barratt (THANK FUCKING GOD. This teacher is my favourite teach EVER. She is amazing and my most trusted teacher. I get on sooo well with her!!)
French: Mrs Hughes (Oh Dear, She's really sweet, but i can see I'm gunna fail this subject)
Drama: Ms Barratt (Again, same comment as English, perfer her in Drama though. She's more relaxed 
History: Mrs Collinson (Yessssss... She's amazing! have learnt so much with her. Although, all round we have an amazing history department so its all good (Y))
ICT: PF (New Teacher. Fuck It.)
Religious Studies: Mrs Church (Never Changes, But she is my new Form Tutor so it's all good (Y)She's really nice and i've always got on with her)
PE: Mrs Smith (Would have perfered Miss Simmons, but Mrs Smith Isn't too bad i guess)
And Thats it!!!!
OMG! i got my result for my RS gcse from last year, C 4 marks away from a B! so if i resit it and get a B, or 80 marks I have more of a chance of getting an A in RS!!! woop! so happy about that!!
Not looking forward to school :/ It's gunna be a suckish year i can tell. I am not looking forward to slutty holly.
Cannot stand her.
Never have been able to.
It's all about My best mate Joey, Me and her have a friendship which is the best and Holly's jealous of it and ugh. she's so pathetic.
She actually turned around to me and went 'You're only into your music to get with Joey' I was like wtf!?!?!??! where did THAT come from.
Sure Joey's been into the same music longer but Rach got me into my music. ughhh.
I hate my sister Beki, She fucking pisses me off, I came on here at 10 to one, it's now half one and she's kicking me off even though we're supposed to have an hour at a time.
I think I'm happier about going into year 11 then i was year 10, I had just ocme out of a six month relationship at the begginning of year 10, and it really took my toll on me, and maybe, next time, when i have more time I'll tell you about what happened afterwoulds.
But Ben has given me so much confidence it's unbelieveable. Every one of my friends have noticed it. He's so sweet, Yesterday on MSN he went to me:
(L)BETHANY IS THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD(L): oooooooooooo ok. but plz find it in your kind beautiful heart to do more
I adore him. He makes me feel so alive and the song Moment - Aiden truly shows my feelings for him.
GOOGLE THEM LYRICS!!!
Ben's amazing. And I cant tell my parents I'm going to Reading cause they dont even let me get the bus on my own, let alone the train! I'm just going to have to do it. I have to make my own mistakes, I can't live in my parents shadows or I'm afraid I wont have any teen years to look back on. It wont effect my GCSESs, i wont let it. My work, My Friends, My Boyfriend and My Music are the most important things in my life.
I wont give them up.
I just need to make my own choices and my own mistakes, How am i supposed to learn, or even grow up to be an adult with experiance in the situations if my parents dont let me.
I also particaully blame thme for this for giving me the stupid rule 'no dating til i'm sixteen unless they're christians' i dont even particually believe in it all anymore.
I'm Bethany, I'm 15 and I lvoe my friends, music and boyfriend.
If they can't handle that then fine, but surely they should accept thats who i am, and who i'm gunna be.
xxx